Nowadays, each day, we have so many tasks to accomplish. Some are pleasurable, others are not. The "right" way would be to take a look at all the tasks, put them in an order by priority, and then don't get over stressed and accomplish them one by one, one task at a time.
Very often, I feel that desire to write, to write down my ideas, my feelings. But for most of the time, those ideas came during inappropriate moments, when I can hardly sit down and write things down. If I had more time, I would have done and tried so many different things. I always wanted to do some kind of research, to learn more about the outside world, to play the piano, to simply write whatever comes to my mind, to travel and meet different cultures and people..... etc.
It is funny how my body stops me from doing all these, physically, because it gets tired over time in a day. The feeling that I get is that my mind is always running faster than my body. While physically I need a lot of rest, my mind keeps having different desires and needs. Sometimes my body gets so tired, that my mind has to be engaged to think of remedies and solutions to help my body recover physically.
This is good news, though, because having these desires, and the fact of wanting more time in a day to accomplish more, is a sign of appreciation of my proper existence. Or would it be simply a way to escape from my reality?
I always think that in my actual life, loneliness is my strength. The source of my productivity. The day when I will be more surrounded, my identity will gradually fade out, and I could more hardly be myself, and create my own world.